The pain never goes away

Certainly over the years I have heard the same dogmas about autism and asbergers syndrome over the last few years. Speculation has been abounds of what has caused the issue of autism. The diagnostic criteria is hogwash. Our educational system has failed us, our “therapists” have failed us, and above all, the people responsible for this tragedy are hiding on plain site with six figure incomes as well as jobs so they can were a suit and a tie and have some job that privides themselves meaning. I am here to set the record straight to those who have lied to so many. You know who you are. Stop hurting the most bright people in our society. Stop damaging the young and the ones who want to persuit their dreams. You are liers. You are robbers, and above all, you are disgraceful. Hey I’m talking to you. That’s right, doctors, therapists, lawyers, teachers, and above all “public education.” You had the audacity to sit my grandparents down and tell them I was cognitively deficient. Then you diagnosed me with ADD. Then you put me on Ritalin. Really?!? Drugs help? How dare you! How dare you take away my soul. How dare you! If I knew what I know now, I would make it my mission in life to see to it that people like you are no longer able to hurt people. Ms. Bruski a lady that I got to know in my elementary, middle, and high school years, told me lies. I say that because instead of helping me or even noticing my non conformist mentality, I was forced to live in denial about what I was: a genius. Yes I am saying that because I am not afraid to say it. Who are you to decide who wins and who loses in life. I guess I am not appreciating anything. No, I am simply suggesting that enhance people’s abilities. Instead of making them rot, in perpetuality. Who made you the policeman of my mind anyway. I write differently than everybody! So What! I talk differently than everybody! So WHAT! I am sick of everyone talking about the same stuff over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over. The autistic child is that way because he or she was given a life of difference not because god made them that way, because that is a gift. I am not a robot for corporate America. I am not their servant. Let me set that record straight right now. How dare you damage children! How dare you take the childs life away. I remember when I was in elementary school and I remember my first day in kindergarden. I had just gotten out of U of M hospital from kidney failure, and the one thing I can say from that experience was it scared me. The teacher I had scared me. My fellow collagues in the classroom scared me, and above all the entire first day of school is still on my mind. It live with me all the time. Like the scar on my stomach and right arm from the hospital. Yeah, my experience with exotic pets, small turtles. Yeah, e coli bacteria. The problems then began to get worse throughout the six years I was in elementary school. I was bullied all the time. Threatened all the time and called names of all kinds. To all those who suggest that it is okay. Take a look in the mirror and see how your own life has ended up. I can even remember when I was in the middle of a sn

     The idea is that I have been through every form of mental help you could think of. I have suffered through the physical, the menta-physical, the psychological, and back. All of this has a lot to do with my teachers from public educatuin. Ms. Papajohn, Mrs. Savage, Ms. Johns, Ms. Bruski, and all the other teachers I had throughout my high school days. You all have tried to help me and have in a lot of ways failed. The years that I have been in college, I have been told that I am supposed to be learning a lot more in the world. I see that a lot of what I have been told about myself has been a lie. snowy day at school and the floor was slippery. I fell and the entire hall way laughed. You see I walk with a slight limp. I broke my leg when I was 2 years of age. I was bullied because I used to run very slowly. Not to mention the stigma on the playground. I am speaking about this now, because I think it is very important to shine light on the issue of autism. The so called disorder needs to be looked at more and researched more. Support systems need to be updated and closely looked at for the betterment for the individual who suffers from the its effects. A lot of teachers openly lied to me. Lied to my mother, lied to my family. To them I just hope nothing bad happens to you in your life. Because the amount of suffering I have had to endure will never be forgiven. The issue has come full circle in that I have been diagnosed with Asbergers syndrome.

I sentence you to Prison Orwell!

I have to say it. I am forced to by concurrent events that have left me stunned or lack of a better term, very scared. The National Defense Authorization Act. If by chance anyone reads Wikileaks, check it out. The most terrifying website I have ever come across. I must say it because nobody else is. The fact that millions are threatened with new and never before seen authoritarian classical tyrannical dictatorial powers. The United States turned into a prison. That what needs to be said. A prison for, of and by the US military. Our lives are in danger. Our society is closing in on us. I remember ten years ago when torture was the topic of law professors and how it would disappear. I have not seen the Obama Administration do away with any of it. I am very disturbed by what he has done. To me it is unbelievable what a democratic party can create. The world turned into a prison. Think about that. The world is going to become a prison.  All of the pieces of the puzzle have been put together. The John Warner Defense Authorization Act, The Military Commissions Act, the repeal of Habueas Corpus, and the National Security Presidential Directive 51 with all the ten governors council.  Yeah, it seems the federal  laws that once protected us no longer do what they were intended. The danger all of us face is usurped citizenship. We all face the militarization of our planet. Noam Chomsky would suggest this in his latest op-ed piece. What we are witnessing is martial law in slow motion. Everything we have bled and fought for is over. The day is here. The prison system is hell bent on refinement. There remains a trace of torture in the modern mechanisms of crimininal justice, a trace that has not been entirely overcome but which is enveloped increasingly by the non-corporal nature of the penal system. This criminal justice system now reduced to a system of horrors. The docile bodies has now been turned into the bodies of the condemned. A total militarized psychology has taken hold. A prison culture will develop over time. A culture that will be dominated by the screams of demands by prisoners. Screams of power, despair, deceit, anger, and regret. Imagine for a moment that the prisoner is trying to beg the guard for help. “Power guard, I can get that for you!”  “This is not for power prisoner.” So what is it then?!? It is for you, the guard says laughing. We have to realize what were up against. The fema camps have been accivated, thanks to KBR and our good friends at Halliburton. The sad truth is the eventual calamity that will develop in due time when millions will be captured, detained, and tortured by the US military. Now, I have been asked how can so many can be forcibully taken from their homes and put into prison? Simple, you collectively deprive them over time. The world is being ghettoized. The United States has old military bases, and now fema will activate them for processing of detainees. “Okay, ISN 100621!” Come on lets go. “No please, NOOO!” Uh com’on shutup lets get movin! “Where we going!?!” You know were! We are going to the chamber! Haahahaahaahaaahaahaa!!!! “I want to see a lawyer.” I Wanna be represented. Ha hahahahahahahaahaaaahaaahaaahaa! Oh gees, ISN 100621, you have no lawyer. Why is that? They no longer have rights either! Yeah, that’s right. Think about where this is going. No representation. No due process. No Lawyer. The real truth is where the republic is headed. We have one chance, just one chance to stop this. Get involved with the Occupy Movement….NOW! Or else we are all facing prison without due process. A system that will bring misery, pain, and death.  I write this as a warning. If you care, please read The end of America, by Naomi Wolfe. One story that will take you away. The book, by Hugh Thomas, The Slave Trade exposes the epitomey of slavery.  I surely hope you understand what you are doing. Cause I fear for your life. Classical Tyranny is coming. Prepare for it….or it will consume you.

The prison system is without a doubt a very complex system of control that took hundreds and even thousands of years to develop. A very real possibility that martial law is declared under the pretense that the economy will totally collapse seems more likely. It took thirty years to create, and now the system is imploding. I dread the day that millions will be forced into the camps as well as the creation of a nerve center for totalitarianism. This is the most severe crisis in human history. Corporatism will turn into fascism, then the eventual complete control of society. Many philosophical people have come and discussed the very possibility that these forces come back and haunt us. The total militarization of this planet, and the most terrifying aspects to this is fact that most not all world leaders have the nuclear launch codes. Hannah Arendt suggested the banality of evil. Something so simple can be so extraordinary. World events have been something I care deeply about. I watch and listen to the news every day. To then research the what, when, how, and why of the world can make you look at this world and come to some conclusion that someone or something controls the earth. It seems beyond our control. It seems that darkness has ascended onto us. What can be said about Detroit these days. It has gotten to a degree that economic martial law is now being declared. Surely, the incitement of riots will commence. When this starts the plan is in place. The Federal government has put the most serious edicts in position with money and assets to commence with martial law. The issue here is too much power. A serious crisis is about to occur. A day of infamy is about to occur. This is a call to all free people, your life, your property, your loved ones, and your right to live is at stake. No political system can come to the rescue, there is no movement to rally around. The end is near for the freedom of humanity. This system took twenty years to create. We folks who were told about the Waco incident were told that it was not the fact that the Branch Davidians were crazy,  it was the federal governments power that made my grandparents, pause and think and raise their voices about the real possibility the greatest evil to be committed in the history of the United States: the usurpation of rights of citizens by the new….world…..order, or the Anglo-American Empire. That’s all this was about. I feel the spirit of Detroit as we speak. People like Marvin Gaye, people like the Supremes. I see the abandonment sometimes and still hear the sounds of so much that is now lost. Today I saw my family. I visit my aunt in Hamtramck. She is in her eighties. That generation has so much to be grateful for. The sound of jazz, blues, and Duke Elington. Woodward avenue is now empty….empty because it became through bad decisions. This is what Detroit is going to be if we let it. My uncle said he is purchasing a gun because it is so dangerous. Think about that….so sad it has come to this. The martial law implementation will be scary, long, and severe. A lot of people are going to be hurt “no matter what your purpose is.” As the Pittsburgh Police stated in the G-20 in 2009. If you do not understand what all of this means…I suggest YOU look into some history. Iran Contra for one. The second is the CIA, NSA, FBI and J Edgar Hoover. If all of this is going to happen it will be sad….so very sad.

Our lives are in danger. Apparently as I write this the president of the United States has just signed the NDAA bill into law.  What you need to know is that the law makes it possible for you, for me, and the rest of society to be picked up and put into prison. Yeah thats right, an American citizen who is deemed to be a terrorist or is affiliated in any way of being a terrorist. The law of the land on March 3rd is indefinite detention for alot of people.

Ray....read more on Einstien

Wave Duality in some cases is rife with controversy in these cases. A dualistic quality is evident as space time is open to the dualistic nature within the natural cyle. Electromagnetism is based on particles being attracted from a subatomic level of rotatation around the central point when applied to Newtonian physics. Hesenberg is wrong in all cases when scientifcally the proven evidence has been destorted around many Einstienian thinkers. His theorierical model on relativity is grossly underestimated especially the one on unificatiion.

     Unification in which many mainline scientist have forgotten to understand. Or may not know. Particle accelarators are over and beyond the facets to getting right back into E=MC^2. Ray, what you must understand here is in many cases the argument is based on mainline text that have destrorted the picture and applied scientific evidence that does not surcome to any quantum evidence. I am looking into that very phenomeon. The day we are on Mars, the rovers will be dinosaurs. I mean when there is a mars mission, the quantum field theory will be proven on another distant planet. Meaning? We must go back to Einstien and his theory on Unification. Planet or no planet, the bases for his theory when it is finished is this.....next comment please!

          The evidence that four forces of nature in a W diagram is in with many manuscipcts. A highly underdeveloped particle is needed as the key unifier. Strong,Weak, and electromagentism have the interlocking forces that HAVE to be harnessed in a facility, namely it has to be tested in a lab, brought to an acceleration of 500,000m/s x 10-175 Joules. A very unique situation arises when all forces are in unison. Namely that when dangerous velocities have been reached in excess of many speeds of light, a unified field theory can be achieved. When this occurs, be very careful not to be there. Cause the high velocities will create the end result. We, namely people are in unison with the lab expieriment. When this occurs, the new energy is born as one is now ready for.....time travel. The only real way to look at this with a real sense of undestanding is when e=mc^2 we have to remember the place and starting point is in the present day. The entity that we look at here is the human that will be sent to the other side. So to speak and brought back to the present in a 1/2 second of earth time. Although he or she might be gone for a very long time. Years maybe. A dualistic chemical wave duality function is part of it.

          The time dilution is needed to sort out the long delays for reentry, kind of like NASA and all that stuff, only this time delta v is not a component in getting back to earth and all that burn ratio model. Now the presumption is very evident when we get to the electromagentic spectrum. A wave function in quantum Chemistry? The dual rythmic comton scattering is very closely aligned when looking at the way froward in time and the way backward in time. The theory that Einstien had was a very plausible scenario. Except he forgot to include all the math that was required backwards. The evidence suggests the worm hole would be created as you or I are in this new realm traveling at the speed of 3 or 400 times the speed of light in this new realm. we have to remember that the engineers have to be very careful when priducing this technology inside the "machine." Because this constant state of unison that is created by high accelerations must be looked at carefully. They know more than I can help them on the engineering schematics. Engineering of this kind has to be performed by good ethical people in a facility that are able and willing to care for all the delicate objectives. W and Z bosons are only the tip of the quantum iceberg. Quarks and all those other ones are being smashed over and over again, thats what happens when you smash particles over and over and over again.

          The issue with comton scattering can be applied backwards in which any initial energy is the starting point, as in any theoretical situation. The resultant is a final dual use energy. This is were your dielectric flux comes from (pitchfork symbol). Chemical ratios over the years have come up with very opposing and rather hostile perspective. MIT was in the midst in the 1980s suggesting this very phenomeon. All there work on dual use of chemical bonds is way over there heads. Still trying to put this "stuff" in our heads. A quantum chemical bond of Au is very important. A cosmic chain is need here, as in dy/dx=dw/dz, this shows the continous expansion of space in relation with space time. Hence dual use. Superconductivity and computational theory are on a need based formation of sorts. A realistic notion of sorts. Chemical bonds as well as quantum bonds have one small difference.....time. The ratio of time in this matter is uniquely align with this question you have posted. Space as well as time remember what I said to you on the phone Friday about this. Except I did not get the chance to finish my sentence!

          Lets go back what I was saying before about quantum field theory. A closer inspection at fisrt glance has us believe that what I propose is accurate. Namely the idea I have posed here today, can be more mathematically proven by applying function as well as quadratics. The formula in most cases will work as I have in mind. Chemicals yes, quantum bonds, no. The imperfect computational superconductivity you have come to ask about is rather cleared up, now I think, that is namely the gravitational electromagnetic particle displacement that leads to unification, which goes beyond Einstiens theory of unification and proves the fact that time travel is possible. The duality is still in theory form obvisouly, Engineers need a kick start, and how at first glance the imperfect indentical formula of W models as well as basic ideas of bonds have really been at the for front. California Institute of Technology chemists have been trying, almost desperately heeving at the notion of chemical and quantum bonds (this stuff is what I have been trying to tell to my shirely temple uncle). This is very uniquely obvious when we take into consideration the next level of potential expierementation. :)

Noam Chomsky in Solidarity with Occupy Wall Street!

Anyone with eyes open knows that the gangsterism of Wall Street -- financial institutions generally -- has caused severe damage to the people of the United States (and the world). And should also know that it has been doing so increasingly for over 30 years, as their power in the economy has radically increased, and with it their political power. That has set in motion a vicious cycle that has concentrated immense wealth, and with it political power, in a tiny sector of the population, a fraction of 1%, while the rest increasingly become what is sometimes called "a precariat" -- seeking to survive in a precarious existence. They also carry out these ugly activities with almost complete impunity -- not only too big to fail, but also "too big to jail."
The courageous and honorable protests underway in Wall Street should serve to bring this calamity to public attention, and to lead to dedicated efforts to overcome it and set the society on a more healthy course.
Noam Chomsky

Detroit in Ruins

Detroit is in ruins. That is what I have come away with, from professor Ray Waller’s story on the so called artsy fartsy hip trendy folks that come to the city to proudly proclaim the sad state of affairs, as their own. I have lived in the Detroit area for most of my life, and I can say this story is so true in every way. The sad irony, the collapse of industrial America started a very long time ago, way before I was born, the 1970s when the oil embargo occurred, the oil shocks that led to our state of affairs, we find ourselves in. All humans have been doing and never can realize what they are doing is consuming…everything….from everywhere and no matter how they get it. There is an economic model known as the infinite growth paradigm. This model is collapsing. This trend if it were is headed south, or may already be there. The dramatic story this shows is a city that struggles and I should know because I was told by my grandparents “theirs nothing in Detroit!” They would exclaim when you’d see the news. Right now, I can hear the sound of heavy boldozers, that are effectively destroying the ruins.

            I guess us white folk criticized Detroit for all the wrong reasons. Not fully understanding the larger picture not fully understanding Detroit. We always thought the African American community was the problem. Not understanding the larger problem of industrialization and the impacts it would have on the community. The problem really resides with General Motors, Ford Motor Company, and the Chrysler Corporation who for the last 150 years cataclysmaclly took it upon themselves, to build up and tear down whole communities, which in turn in the 1930s it was General Motors who bought up every mass transit company in the United States, effectively forcing millions of ordinary Americans to buy and use the oil companies monopoly, with every intent on insuring the car, oil and tire lobby’s continued iron grip on mass private transportation. Ensuring that public clean, and mass transportation would never see the light of day in the United States. So, in retrospect the real culprits are multi-national corporations who have took it upon themselves to create a collapsed economy. I have heard a a lot about our area as a tragedy as it can sometimes give one to think about the real culprits the dangers of decay, the “I am Legend” decay that is turning every city in America into Detroit. When you read Professor Waller’s story you begin to realize just how dire things are. I live in a suburb of Detroit, and the community is on the threshold of going into economic blight, crime, and becoming a science fiction nightmare that Detroit has become. The community claims to have the budget in order and they have solved some very complicated issues, they say they will continue working on the cities finances. In reality in truth we all know what is coming (this is the community I live in). This past week, in three separate locations, there were bank and jewelry store robberies. One can understand, I guess of why two gunman stormed into three separate locations, and robbed in “suburbia.” What led to all of this economic strife, in large measure and Ray picks up on this point is deregulation. The “Big Three” and in tangent with the anti-union agenda started by Ronald Wilson Reagan. The 40^th president of the United States. Whose deceptive promise to faithfully defend the constitution. To uphold the laws and to promote the general welfare (article 1, section 8), has failed for 30 years. His rise to power has a lot to do with conservatives who were opposed to the social movements in the 1960s. This national backdrop put Detroit front and center. I bring this up due to my families own support of the radical ideological agenda that Reagan came to Washington hence the “tax cuts” then the affects were even more devastating when presidents Bush 41, Clinton, Bush 43, and I am sorry to say President Obama, have supported without regard the anti-union, antisocial Free Trade Agreements, which set in motion some of the most TRAGIC and devastating “outsourcing” (abolished) of American jobs this country has ever seen. You put all of these things together and you have a recipe for disaster. My grandfather worked for the Frito Lay Potato Chip Company, hence he was a teamsters union member. He wore that on his sleeve with pride. Not to mention he was a US rubber company union member. Jimmy Hoffa was his hero. My grandmother worked for Archie Dunne cigar manufacturers. During the second world war she was Rosie the Riveter at Dodges. They struggled with their family business. They both grew up in Hamtramck, Michigan. The biggest mistake General Motors, the UAW, and the city of Hamtramck/Detroit ever did was build the pole town assembly line plant. Why? Well, for one good reason, the street car industry had effectively been derailed. A small town becoming a victim of urban blight, crime and drugs which by the way is a CIA operation. Detroit is a failed city, with alarming number of problems. The crime is literally off the charts statistically. No to mention the rogue river which is an environmental tragedy. The CBC news in Ontario filed this report on the state of things on the financial crisis in the United States, they chose in particular the city across the river in Detroit.
 As you can see the sad story this is. And this is from the Canadian side of the river! I remember when I was a kid and you’d here about job loss and layoffs to auto workers. My reaction was muted, and did not realize the full implications of the motives and means behind these cuts. I also need to take notice to the Bing Administration and it cuts to the cities budget. He promotes short term fixes and does nothing to promote the general welfare (article 1, section 8). We used to go to Detroit a lot. To visit the aquarium, the flower house, and the Belle Isle Zoo. These were great venues for children to learn about their natural world around them, and most importantly it was a time to be with family. Thanks to the draconian General Motors, Ford Motor Company, and the Chrysler Corporation, the death of Detroit has made these venues all but dead. People in the past 30 years graveled at the hand that fed them and gave out huge bonuses to the rich and powerful without realizing the impact was on the middle class, working class, and the working poor in Detroit. All of this decorum has created a cease filled wound, a crater filled with “ditritas” as I was told. This story is ignored. All ignored because it means nothing to the establishment. To reflect on the ruins and abandonment of Detroit, one thing that stands out here more than anything is history. The story neglects the struggle of African Americans who put their lives in a very tough spot, get laid off or become underemployed at the same time. Because we the big three said so.

 I take heed from the original social activist and consumer protectionist advocate as well as former presidential candidate Ralph Nader who would have suggested does this person want me to think or believe? This posting will become a larger text in the coming months and beyond. I hope something can be gleaned on this topic of injustice. May we keep the city of Detroit in are hearts and prayers. Here is a video detailing even more of this horrible tragedy what Detroit now faces.....

WARNING: DICTATORSHIP AHEAD

The hour is growing late. A government has now crossed the rubicon. We now enter a new world order. A servile public is going along with brand Obama. His sellout is well…planned. Chris Hedges came out with an interesting piece in regards to the growing police state in America. This is no accident. The framework for this took many years. The executive branch has been given unwarranted and unchecked power. We stand at the crossroads. Just add all of it up. Repeal of Habeuas Corpus, repeal of Posse Comintus, the establishment of the John Warner Defense Authorization Act, the Military Commissions Act, and the National Security Presidential Directive 51. All of this is surrounded by the shadow of torture. The military is standing by, the mercenary army of Blackwater in tangent with the police have been given prime orders.  There will more to say in the coming days about this.

May I have more Mr. Scrooge.....

It has come to me that capitalism is a disease without any innocence. It is a destructive power without regard. It is a destructive force without the acknowledgement of the common ordinary American. The reality of its power is very overwhelming. One must look at the novel by one Charles Dickens a Christmas Carol. The reason I bring mention this, has to do with someone I encountered who told me that the US budget ought to be zero. Yeah that’s right. The poverty, the homeless, and the indigant? My god. So I add to that, are there no prisons, are there no workhouses? What a terrible concept. In the most richest and wealthiest nation on this earth, and the basics cannot be met. The idea that someone is not able to live? All because he is not able to afford the basics of life. Food, water, shelter, and healthcare?  All of this reminds me of the story of a Charles Dickens a Christmas Carol, the stingy but chilling figure that is Ebenieser Scrooge. My heart aches such thoughts can be uttered by such people. The idea that we need not care about the poor. The diety of Reagan I guess has worked very brilliantly. They bought it. Hook…..line…..and sinker!

            These economic madmen have said there responsibility is to create more tax cuts for the job creators. Yet we utter such nonsense to take away from the most vulnerable. He said what is vulnerable? The homeless, the hungary, the working men and women. I saw a women on the entrance of the freeway in Michigan with her head covered and only showing was a tin cup of clanky coins in it. Ugh, The most basic idea to cloth yourself. The most basic idea to bathe yourself. The most basic idea to warm yourself. Whatever happened to dignity in this country? So what may be the next economic crash to come may be these sad people’s day at the gates of St. Peter. I pray that that day arrives for everyone that denies the ultimate price that must be paid, the last loan, the last debt to be piled on. The last journey capitalism has before its death nail. May our children forgive us. May they never have to hear such hogwash from people like this. The meek to be ignored?  The vulnerable to be dismissed? The economic conditions of millions to be deprived for millions of people all because someone thinks we ought to save money? The catholic church has condemned such action from capitalism as being evil. I as a catholic believe these to be true in every sense. The day will come when all of you, who in every respect ignored your thoughts only to dumb yourself down, only to be deceived by the great devil himself. The day will come, yes it will. When the meek will triumph. When we stand tall and look you savages in the eyes and laugh. We will laugh and love when you will be dragged in the street and shot. Yes, I know this may sound cynical and downright morbid. I hope it does. The least among you will have its revenge. The madness in all of us will shake these chains of slavery and wake the sleeping giant that is free humanity.  The Mohicans will come, and destroy you. I declare eternal war on you! If the elite are reading this, you have been warned. Ahh yes. Bloodshed! The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time. Ahh yess! You cowards. The family tree I have is majestic. Only will it do you great harm when it doubt, when my great great great grandfather The first and greatest president George Washington of the USA came to march on Trenton. He was fixture of what is good and decent. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! LET ALL PATRIOTS KNOW THAT YOUR DAYS OF EXPLIOTATION ARE COMING TO AN END!!! USA USA USA USA!!!! I understand history as anyone may know the sorrow journey man has took on the way from the days of Adam Smith, the days of Keynes, and the days of Milton Friedman. This cancer has spread, it has spread to all of us, to all of the victims like a curse, like a disease, like a cancer that spreads to all of the innocent. The disease will only get worse,  it will only spread if nothing is done.